I don’t like you all

this piece done by Osharlequin of Wp, not I .. but I love it.. I hesitantly watch through my grimy window,I spectate the mad streets below,They are bloodcurdling places,There be monsters,There be humans,I was once full of naive optimism,I have the claw marks to show it,Scars that were once sweet nothings,Let down far too manyContinue reading “I don’t like you all”

Yesterday’s Vlog

I said baby you’re magic .. she said ,” no, I’m just a trick..”

Eyes Wide Shut

Under a blackened sky far beyond barren city lights sleeping on empty dreams with over stuffed too much pillows and vultures lie in wait. If you were beside me there or in any waking nightmare surely I would see your breath. Guess I loved you to death. What next? Im left with nothing left? IContinue reading “Eyes Wide Shut”

Hi I am the Maniacal Moon, alone in the sky , facing the room. The first in class , the last in line. Everything I love stolen by that thief, time. Still I evolve and move through each phase. The adoring stars illuminate my nights, Empty and solitary are my days. Still I grace the sky with my luminous face and unyielding grace. And so I will until the end of my days.z https://youtu.be/FnPx7JkLA60

Paramour of memory, ultimate mistress,
source of all pleasure, my only desire;
how can I forget your ecstatic caresses,
the warmth of your breasts by the roaring fire,
paramour of memory, ultimate mistress?

Each night illumined by the burning coals
we lay together where the rose-fragrance clings—
how soft your breasts, how tender your soul!
Ah, and we said imperishable things,
each night illumined by the burning coals.

How beautiful the sunsets these sultry days,
deep space so profound, beyond life’s brief floods …
then, when I kissed you, my queen, in a daze,
I thought I breathed the bouquet of your blood
as beautiful as sunsets these sultry days.

Night thickens around us like a wall;
in the deepening darkness our irises meet.
I drink your breath, ah! poisonous yet sweet!,
as with fraternal hands I massage your feet
while night thickens around us like a wall.

I have mastered the sweet but difficult art
of happiness here, with my head in your lap,
finding pure joy in your body, your heart;
because you’re the queen of my present and past
I have mastered love’s sweet but difficult art.

O vows! O perfumes! O infinite kisses!
Can these be reborn from a gulf we can’t sound
as suns reappear, as if heaven misses
their light when they sink into seas dark, profound?
O vows! O perfumes! O infinite kisses!

Vlog in bathroom, “ I need a techy”

I’ve been so busy today. It was ok at first, but at some point I get stressed out and all the well meant intentions of accomplishment of goals and projects take a side seat to that arsehole, anxiety. I am a total subservient slave to anxiety…but it’s never “just cuz” my body is trying toContinue reading “Vlog in bathroom, “ I need a techy””